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Todd David's avatar

Well done , as usual. You’ve captured an example of a common struggle with memory and used it to make an excellent broader point.

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Patricia Jaeger's avatar

"For years I’d been embroiled in a mystery of microscopic proportions" Don't we all. I love this essay. I've always been captivated by the beauty of words and the images they create. Thank you

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hw's avatar

This is one of my favorite of your essays...you should sell t-shirts with the last sentence.

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Tom H.'s avatar

When I'm having trouble finding the best way to capture a thought on paper, I remind myself that Nicholson Baker could undoubtedly find the right words, and therefore -- eventually -- so can I.

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Ben Dolnick's avatar

that's a very nice form of encouragement! he really is remarkable.

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Trust Dust's avatar

Where should I start with Nicholson Baker?

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Ben Dolnick's avatar

Well, I'd say there are 3 good entry points: 1. The Mezzanine, his first novel, a short, funny, dense introduction to his hyper-detailed brilliant thing. 2. U & I, maybe my favorite of his books -- a book-length essay on his obsession with John Updike (good even if you've never read or don't like Updike). 3. The Anthologist --a more recent, much mellower novel, about a guy struggling to write the introduction to a poetry anthology, in the course of which you learn a lot of amazing stuff about poetry and just generally have a great, meandering time.

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Trust Dust's avatar

Thank you Ben!

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Rhonda Strickland's avatar

I'm glad you found the sentence and shared it. That sentence gave me chills (appropriately enough), it's so good.

Reminds me of a delicious Douglas Crase line that closes his poem, "The Revisionists":

'.... Although the past

Seems to be level in its place there's room for more

And the ragged additions polish the previous days.'

"polish the previous days" ..... chills.

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Ben Dolnick's avatar

that's gorgeous! i'd never read that

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Stuart Rose's avatar

And since I encountered this essay in a coffee shop about 2 blocks from the Strand, after my work I walked over and bought the Nicholson book.

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Ben Dolnick's avatar

Oh fun! I hope you like him -- he's one of my most reread authors (I've got copies of U&I and The Mezzanine that are just about literally falling apart).

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Stuart Rose's avatar

Yes, I trust your advice on sentence makers extraordinaire. I will get to the Mezzaanine, for sure.

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